another slpless nite..

touched down at home awhile ago...

was a pretty long day...

ktv twice with my friends..caught the partyworld competition (semi-final)...
not many "amazing" singing..was a pity that my gf's friend diden make it to semi-final.
we sang tgt and i must say that...his singing is fabulous..
jacky cheung + aaron kwok...where to find...
was pleasing to my ears..*smiles..
another friend's friend participated, bumped into him.
he's in the revival round....lets hope he'll make it to the final.
sl..i'll pray for jay..*smiles

met up with bestie for a short while, he said that i looked better today.
but only after bestie said that..something made me upset again.

human just contradict themselves all the time. whether we mind or not, its no longer an issue.
i just came to realised that i should zipped up my mouth, talked less, smile more..
being easy-going isn't really always an advantage.
i shouldnt have open up to anyone..
i shouldnt have said so much...

visited my gf's friend @ Lollipop. no crowd...pretty nice pub..
i had the sofa seat all to myself while my gf played dice with her friends at a diff table.
sang a couple of songs..


i should slp now, but i can't...not as yet.
maybe i should pop a flu medi again to assist me in slpin well..
drowsy then knock out..
no dreams or nightmare...

no idea how i get a cut at my back muscle area, bleedin..
im already a low blood patient, can't afford to lose more blood..
been feelin weaker lately. late nites, insomnia..
i better tune back my lifestyle..

my 22nd bday is drawin near..wonderin if my gf was serious about takin off on that day to acc me.
otherwise, i think i'll be rottin at home. cos darling wont be here with me.'

i feel lonely...i hate loneliness and emptiness.