why can't i just slp proper 8 hrs?

frankly..im still very tired now.

i diden slp much i guess. the whole nite i was tossin n turnin..
its insomnia..ihate it..

just popped a flu medi, slpin pills prescribed by doc doesnt help anymore.
i think im in critical condition. if i continue like this, i will die sooner or later.
maybe im thinkin too much while i slp. but...doesnt seemed to be the case too.
i used to have lotsa dreams..quite a lot of nightmares, but lately not haven dream much.

im still kinda moodless...
i better try to cheer up. otherwise if i were to meet up with my unhappy gf..i'll make things worst. i have gotta listen, give advices or whatsoever that i can or should.

wakin up so early in the mornin = bored n stoned..
nobody is going to entertain me at this hour.

maybe i should just go back to slp.