argh...

Holly shit man!! im going through tremendous pain now. sorry if it sounds very uncivilised la!
i poo-ed stones man, my stools damn bloody hard la!! N then i saw blood...oh mother...

i hate it!!! im constipated again!! haven been drinkin much water..must start to gulp water man!!

starting of a new week...past wkend wasnt too good. Quarrel leads to crying...n ended up with a pair of super swollen eye. worst still i had visitors back home. so when i reached home, my uncle & aunt shld have seen my swollen eyes..i diden tok much to them though.

felt kinda consoled when my neighbour's black cat(blackie) followed me to my doorstep. somehow there's still a cat there for me to talk to when im upset.
how i wish i had a pet...i diden had cat food for blackie..blackie & brownie finished all the cat food that i had. haven got time to replenish...
its rainin now, perhaps later..
by the way, blackie & brownie are stray cats that my neighbour sort of took care of..
i'll feed them...talk to them whenever im home alone..
brownie is cuter...she's been here for yrs...
gettin thinner that's why must feed it with more food..


yest aftern headed to JB for food with a friend n friend's friend.
had bah ku teh...it was my brunch. i haven had that since dunno how many donkey yrs ago.
afterall, its still not bad la..

after brunch. headed to wash car. saw this very cute puppy, played with it while waiting.
was just a couple of hrs in JB then we headed back to sg.

was good..cos i gotta rest my mind n not think so much. seriously, i was quite upset with things which happened last wkend. first was friends..n then next r/s...
life can never be full...not unless we learn to respect n accept each other's differences.
it works the same way for both friendship & r/s.

too many unhappy friends ard me..i wish i have the ability to cheer up everyone of them.
N when i finally fulfil the wish, im sure i'll be happy myself too..
its a cycle..one affect another, n it goes on n on..

be meetin up with my girlfriend in a while. its been a wk since i last met her. usually i see her like 2-3 times a week. we were so closed. n then suddenly she seemed like avoidin.
later then i found out...it was a misunderstandin!
after tellin me some of her personal matters, she tot that i don't want to be her friend anymore.
Silly her....i'll always be there no matter what happens...
that's what friends are for..

ya...also met up with my poly-mates after jb trip yest.
we had a good time catchin up.....took many pics......
i loved all my friends!
n for my dear SL, im surprised that u r still readin my blog.
will update more for ur sake k!
i miss u so much! love u n K so much!!

tonight be meetin up with my bestie as well.
looks like the actual week of my bday i'll be a lonely being, cos all my friends r meetin me dis week...
anyone who have some temp assignments to intro pls inform me.
im lookin out for 2 mths temp cos im startin my studies in dec..

more updates soon....