I slept at 4ish in the morning and woke up 5 hours later.
Well, i sorta expected this to happen. It will probably take me a couple of days to adapt to this change. The change in daily routine. For the next two weeks or so, i will have to pretend that i'm a homemaker.
Sometimes, when you have already been used to the sleeping trend and lifestyle, the sudden change will cause you to feel a bit lost.
I have no plans as of what i should do for the next few days before i fly off on a short trip to Taipei/Hongkong.
The level of noise outside my unit is causing me a headache.
Dad told me that the construction work stopped for quite sometime. I guess i'm really lucky to experience the powerful noise pollution on the first day of my compliance leave.
To be frank, i'm starting to miss my office. I'm thinking about work..thinking about the unresolved issues.
Something is really wrong with me....
Monday, October 26, 2009
irregular sleeping hours.
I managed to shut my eyes and fell back to sleep from 5ish to 8ish.
Supposedly to head down to Aroozoo to watch the match, Man U vs Liverpool.
Damn. The chillout place has closed down. Our nearest option was forfeited.
I didn't watch. QR updated me on the score, 2-0. Man U lost. And she was really disappointed. That silly girl.
She has headed to her friend's place to watch the current match.
I don't have the football channel to watch Arsenal vs West Ham!!!!!!!!! Darned.
Thought i could chill-ax. Watch the match and drink a little. Drinking aids for sleeping disorder.
I seriously need to find the remedy to stop insomnia.
Well, for now.. i'm gonna lie down on bed and cultivate the momentum to sleep.
QR should update me on the match. gogogo..
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Hibernate.
Saturday wasted. I attended the FX deriatives course which started 9AM, and ended 5ish. Chim-a-logy. The course instructor taught us in a way as though everyone has a basic foundation on FX. In fact, most of the people were quite clueless.
Despite the exhaustion, i merely dozed off once and was caught on camera.
Anyway, i passed this session. Failed the quiz, nevertheless was presented with a certificate. Laughs.
My colleagues and I headed to Parkway for some shopping, then steamboat at Roxy Square and finally ended off with a heavenly foot & back massage. I dozed off halfway through the massage. We were done with it half past midnight. Flagged cab and stomped back home hoping to continue the sleep marathon. Mission failed.
I'm still surfing net now. Well, no worries. I took sleeping pillsssss..
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
Let me hibernate for one full day. I'm really deprive of sleep.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
The aftermath of 3 sleeping pills..
My colleague handed me some sleeping pills to aid me in getting better sleep.
I guess i was too eager to fall asleep early, i took 3 last night. Somehow or rather, my body reacted slower. I managed to sleep for about an hour from midnight to 1ish. I stayed awake thereafter till 3ish, and knocked out. Finally when i woke up it was already half past seven. Nice. I rushed a bit and cab to work, and i made it on time.
Upon the arrival at office, i felt somewhat dizzy. Hence, i laid my head on my desk and shut my eyes for a while until my boss came over. She tabbed my shoulder and asked if i was feeling unwell. More than half of the population in my office are awared that i can't sleep well. It's not a new thing anyway, with the heavy eye bags and the darkest eye rings. I applied medicated oil freshen up and started off the day.
Time flies, i made it to lunch time without dozing off. However, shortly after lunch, i started feeling dizzy again. I dozed off a couple of times while i stared at my monitor.
As i had to meet the girlies for dinner and movie. I decided to knock off punctually and head home for a power nap. Cab pool with two colleagues, and i reached home rather late to catch a nap. As i was waiting for my gf, Dawn to pick me up, i dozed off while i watched the television programme. I text to inform her that i needed a power nap, and she immediately responded to it. She called to order me not to sleep. Thus, i headed out to take a stroll around the blocks.
Foreseen that i would dozed off in the cinema. Well, i really did. I merely watched like 15 mins of the entire show. I totally know nuts about the storyline. Anyhow, Dawn, Jac and myself watched the '500 days with summer'. When i woke up, i heard the girls complained about the movie. It isn't bad to sleep. Laughs.
As i type this entry, my eye lids getting heavier. I should hit the sack now.
There is a course tomorrow. It will starts at 9AM!!! For god sake, it's a SATURDAY! I really wish i can skip this session. It's gonna be a dry topic on FX. How nice it can be.
I think the sleeping pills are taking effect now. I shall meet the folks in lala. Nite.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Bad roller coaster ride.
A terrible night caused me to be lethargic since i woke up this morning.
My tears cannot wash away the damage caused.
Deep within it still hurts.
It took a while for the trust to build up, but it was kinda destroyed in one night.
I have chose to believe, i shall make the second attempt to put behind the past.
I will be faithful to the trust between us.
PLEASE.. do this hand in hand with me.
I'm not strong at all. I need more support than you can imagine. I'm still a little girl in the heart.
Like i said..you always have a chance to seek for other opportunities. Just be frank with me. I will understand........
