Overdosed.

24 hours a day is not sufficient.

I can't seem to sleep a decent number of hours.

Work is piling up. To be frank, there are many times when i felt suffocated. I can't breathe, and i want to reach out to the pack of destress pills. I know i shouldn't rely on it cos its likely that i depend on it as and when i feel out of control.

I hate to be sandwiched. I hate to be stucked between two people. And i have no solutions to solve this situation. I cannot work things out.

I was bursting this afternoon. Then i counted to ten, told myself i can't cry. Swallowed my tears and drugged myself with work work work..

I would like to apology to my dear friends whom i have neglected for the past weeks.

Please pardon me. I will catch up with you guys soon.

My eye lids feeling heavy. I'm gonna knock out real soon.

Been taking bus to work. I usually take train. And i'm enjoying the bus rides.

So i'm gonna continue to take bus instead of train. :)

Enough said. Time for bed..


Sweet dreams guys and girls. Love. Hugs.