Where's the limit?

The clock is ticking away.. it's close to 1am.

I'm absolutely exhausted.

It has been a mad rush.. a crazy week. Since i was informed that grandma was hospitalised on Sun, i merely visited her once. It wasn't due to knocking off very late. The official visiting hours are from 10am to 9pm, and the hospital is located in Simei. I will not be able to make it having to leave the office like 8ish.

I took all my stuff back so that i can read them up this weekend. It's like i'm battling against time. I jolly well learn whatever i should or have to, and start popping questions if i'm in doubt. This is the only way to save me from myself and the sudden attacks.

Frankly speaking, i need a break. I have been mulling over the unforeseen circumstances. It seemed like a rough time to get by. I broke down a couple of times at work, and i'm worried i will freak out one day. Many a times, i accumulate the amount of anger, frustration and unhappiness then let out the steam at one point whereby i know i have to in order to move on.

My apologises to those whom i haven't been promptly responding to be it the missed calls or texts. Trust me, i have been sleeping early. Well, it wasn't planned though. I basically just dozed off when i touched down in homenest. In cases like chatting with my parents, i would also dozed off on their bed for one or two hours before they nudged me and got me back to my room to continue my beauty sleep.

I'm looking forward to my compliance leave.

I haven't been playing MJ. I haven't been singing KTV. I haven't been shopping. I haven't been doing what i used to do.

Cut me some slack, please!!!!!