For no reason.

Feeling spiritless. I cancelled the movie date for tonight. I wish for silence, peace and some breathing space. Suddenly, it feels like the world is falling on me. In fact, nothing has happened.

I cried to myself in the afternoon. I sat forlornly looking at the monitor and let my thoughts ran wild. I guess there is a telepathy interconnection between Luv and i, she dropped me an sms just right at the moment when i was feeling depressed. It kind of comforted me.

I wanna go nowhere. I ain't wanna stay home all day. I constantly seeked sources of power to keep me charged and ongoing. The dead knot can't seemed to be untie. It will be when that special day arrives and i will wave goodbye. One fine day, i will have to let go of the pain and sorrow.

I feel the pressure coming from all aspects in life. Especially in relation to my study, i feel helpless most of the time. I don't want to resort to turning nasty as i am not that sort of person. However, i can't be nice either as i will end up being pushover. Life is in confusion. I need to find a balance, it ain't simple task.

IM EMOTIONAL. I am really weird.......