Anticipating the return of my Hero.

No call from my baby tonight. He has set off to the greens for a 3D2N field camp. I wholly miss him day & night eversince the day he boarded the plane and flew to thailand.

Well, i can bear with my desire in as much as i want after all i have allowed myself to reach this point. In about 5 days time, i will be in the arms. Time flies, it really does.

Been enduring the mild cramp since noon. I avoided cold drinks alternately down plenty cups of warm/hot water. It failed to ease the pain. Nonetheless, i refused to pop the panadol menstrual pills. Heard that it can cause infertility, hence i will only take it under pressure. Baby would take charge of my diet and physical state at all time during this period in every month. Its rather depressing to not have him by my side, however the thoughts of his sweet doings made me smile. This temporary separation has zero negative effect on our relationship. Conversely, it made the love stronger, and spur a closer bond between us. Most importantly, both of us would miss each other more than usual. Thus, upon his return, i know.. he knows.. we will hold on to each other tighter than ever.

The proposal deadline has been extended to next week. I can put that aside and concentrate on my xmas shopping.

Time for bed. Meeting Jan for Mango sale before we head to afternoon class. Heh. Sweet dreams & have a happy period.