I carry my thoughts everywhere i go.
Sounded way too much of a burden that i carried along with me in thoughts. I obviously needed more care and concern. Right.. and whole lot of attention. Yeap.. call me an 'attention seeker' or anything of that sort. I felt really low in morale in thinking wise. Strange feelings come and go. Many a times, it was uncontrollable. Mood swing? or even Mood-less?!
I am unsure. However, i know every well that i am not in the right state of mind. The thoughts in me simply ran wild.. far far away... its all sorts of imagination or situations i pictured in my mind that will unlikely happen. Well, to be positive hence im convincing myself that it wouldn't happen. Missy Worst Scenario.. subconsciously, i felt the need to be prepared for the worst. Sounds silly.
Anyway, after a night of tossing and turning in the bed i woke up with fairly good spirit, and headed to campus. In fact, i had a severe back ache from midnight up till morning. I also had a poor appetite but i managed to down a slice of bread with coffee for breakfast. About 6-7 hours later, i touched down at home after lesson and had early dinner brown rice and vege prepared by mummy. At that point of time, the appetite did not get any better. Stoned a bit before i headed out to amk to meet Jac. The last time we met was at the Shape Run which was roughly two months ago. Had a lot to catch up. We relished on the good memories back then in secondary. All the cranky and silly happenings that made us angried, upset, teared, laughed, overjoyed became the best memories ever. Both of us had so much to recap and simply laughed to our heart's content. A polymate, Yx joined us about an hour before we headed home. I guessed the meet up has made me a happier person for now. I prolly need less lonely moments to keep me perk up or at least less negative. And it is possibly the reason to why i am feeling hungry right now. Too late to take any food. No supper cos i am on a diet. So... time for bed...
Yup.. Thks Ps for the concern and special way of comforting me. I appreciated it. :)
And.. I simply adored my bestie. The little surprise smses never failed to made my day a delighted one.
Okie doz. Likely be prawning with Jac bf and a fren tmr night. And.. Sat, to celebrate my 2 lovely members of the Musketeers, Yx & Ps bdays. Hmm.... i foresee less negative thoughts and an even happier ME.
BABY, i love U. Thank u for being such a sweetie love. Smooches.
I am unsure. However, i know every well that i am not in the right state of mind. The thoughts in me simply ran wild.. far far away... its all sorts of imagination or situations i pictured in my mind that will unlikely happen. Well, to be positive hence im convincing myself that it wouldn't happen. Missy Worst Scenario.. subconsciously, i felt the need to be prepared for the worst. Sounds silly.
Anyway, after a night of tossing and turning in the bed i woke up with fairly good spirit, and headed to campus. In fact, i had a severe back ache from midnight up till morning. I also had a poor appetite but i managed to down a slice of bread with coffee for breakfast. About 6-7 hours later, i touched down at home after lesson and had early dinner brown rice and vege prepared by mummy. At that point of time, the appetite did not get any better. Stoned a bit before i headed out to amk to meet Jac. The last time we met was at the Shape Run which was roughly two months ago. Had a lot to catch up. We relished on the good memories back then in secondary. All the cranky and silly happenings that made us angried, upset, teared, laughed, overjoyed became the best memories ever. Both of us had so much to recap and simply laughed to our heart's content. A polymate, Yx joined us about an hour before we headed home. I guessed the meet up has made me a happier person for now. I prolly need less lonely moments to keep me perk up or at least less negative. And it is possibly the reason to why i am feeling hungry right now. Too late to take any food. No supper cos i am on a diet. So... time for bed...
Yup.. Thks Ps for the concern and special way of comforting me. I appreciated it. :)
And.. I simply adored my bestie. The little surprise smses never failed to made my day a delighted one.
Okie doz. Likely be prawning with Jac bf and a fren tmr night. And.. Sat, to celebrate my 2 lovely members of the Musketeers, Yx & Ps bdays. Hmm.... i foresee less negative thoughts and an even happier ME.
BABY, i love U. Thank u for being such a sweetie love. Smooches.
posted by Nana at
11/16/2007 01:54:00 AM
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