Since Sun, the totaled no. of hours that i shut those eyes to rest, equals to the no. of hours that a person would need to rest each day.

Sadness filled my heart since Sun morning. I wish not that this happened, the feeling is painful..cuts deep in. Told myself i shouldn't cry, however, wasn't able to control.

Today, ends the journey of my beloved uncle. It also closed a chapter in my life. Although, its only 23 years that i shared my life with my uncle, he left me with many wonderful memories. I recalled the trip to Lake Toba, those days we lived together at hillside drive, helping out at the canteen with all my cousins and many more..how valuable those memories can be from now on..

The moment that the coffin was pushed into for cremation, the feeling was inexpressable. Body shivered as we cried so hard. We didn't want him to leave us just like that. Its been a long time since i last felt this way.

Since 1995, granny left us..everyone of us led our lives happily and contented. Its cancer that took a life away. Thought that its cruel, yet i believed that God has his plans for uncle. May he find peace and joy in heaven, as he reunites with granny. I'll be missing you...holding you in my memories.