completed another 1/3 of the group assignment. im trying to convince myself that i ain't tired, and i could continue to work on my FA assignment.

its like 2 assignment due on the same day. NEXT MONDAY. i just wanna get it done fast, so i could take a short break before i bury myself in piles of notes and the textbooks for preparation of exam. i detest the feeling of such that i would have to go through the same shit for many months before graduation in Jan. every single day carrying armours as i prepare for the worst to happen. guess im gonna be burning midnite oil for the next few days until the assignments get submitted.

sorry sweetheart for not being able to meet up with you. well..its gonna be like next week cos i ain't gonna plan for any activities not for the weekends. will be staying home all day long to work on the assignments till my battery goes flat. how i wish i can be more self-centered, unfortunately, its compelling to turn myself into one. being kind at times doesn't benefit from any, in turn, people take advantage and climbs over your head. nevermind..i will bear with it, afterall, eventually i gain more knowledge from working on the assignments. i must aim for better grades for the rest of the terms. obtained the best grade for accounting, though its only a credit. be complacent, i knew that i have done my best.

big hug and lotsa love and appreciation for darling. with all the advices and encouragement that he provided nana with, assist me in staying focus and positive. he's my battery charger, my moral supporter and most of all my most beloved soulmate. baby..i'll do you proud. *promised

shall commence on the input of data and figures to the practice set before the sky turns bright.

i missed my baby so badly...will some kind souls in camp offer nights out, so i could see my baby for just a few hours. and i'll be more than happy.

bless me......