Finally..

I stepped out of the house to breathe in some fresh air.

It felt different between in and out of home.

These days, i would choose to stay home when i am unhappy or troubled. I don't know how to express my feelings and thoughts, and i'm really afraid to speak my mind.

I used to be chirpy and outgoing. Its not the same now. It's becoming pretentious. I have loads of thoughts running through my mind, sometimes i can't breathe.

My perfect piece of picture that i kept all these while is never the same one. There are stains and marks on it which i don't want other people to see it. I want everyone to have the indent impression of this piece of beautiful picture, and remember the goodness of it. Hence, i hid it somewhere whereby no one can see, no one can find.

Today, i received an sms that reads: 'Remember if you need a friend, anytime anywhere i can be there for you. I am just a ring away.'
This sms meant a lot to me.

I am contented. I am blessed with many genuine and good friends who really love me for who and what i am. They never attempt to change me. They are the ones who stood by me, listen to me, hold my heart, and guide me along the good and bad times.

Thank you guys. You know who you are. I love all of you. Thank you.