Life is Unpredictable

Unfortunately, after battling with cancer for almost a year, an extended family member passed away yesterday. She is merely in the 3os, and it's a shame that she can't grow old with her kids. Anyhow, we wish her well in the other world. My family will attend the wake tonight.

I told Baby about it. Somehow, i was affected. Due to the frequent aches and pain, i'm starting to worry about getting ill. You see.. i have sucha fertile imagination. And i will often suspect myself getting cancer and stuff like that.

I wouldn't say that i'm extremely weak. However, my body seemed to be breaking down bit by bit as i aged. Somehow, many parts of my body system have problems functioning properly. It's sucha pain in the ass. I really like to have at least a painless journey.

Baby told me that i shouldn't even think about too much. I shouldn't let the negative thoughts stay in me, as it will somehow affect the mental and physical development. So.. i have decided to rest the case. Whatever it is... i'm not gonna be the 'worst scenario' girl anymore. Heh heh.


Right... i had two rounds of interview with Citigold. So far so good. Although i was trashed at the second interview. lol. There is a final interview that i will need to attend sometime soon. Hopefully i can get this job. :)


Looking forward to a great weekend with my Baby. I miss him badly.