I took some happy pills..

Another late night heading no where. I simply can't sleep due to an internal affair seemed resolved BUT not so soon.

Having to consistently sleep in the wee hours for the past few months, i see darker eye rings and eye bags. Damnit. The most unwanted yet i have to live with it. Nevertheless, i would apply the eye defense cream in faith at every night before sleep. I do believed that miracles happen. Lol.

Within the hours apart from the last entry posted, i was light-hearted and happier. It has probably got to do with having people around. Buddy and Ps popped over for a chillout session at the void deck. Besides ingesting, we chatted about career and stuff. I sweared that i wasn't in any miserable thoughts. Thanks guys! Although they weren't here by intention to cheer me up, it still made my day.

**paused for a second... to step up the weighing scale.

God damnit. Needless to say, its the upward effect. I certainly have to work on a weight-loss program. Baby assured me that he wouldn't mind if i were to gain some weight considering the fact that i should be happy and healthy. Well, i obviously mind!! lol. Im blessed with a baby that is so sweet and caring toward me. The almighty above has been kind upon me. Thank you.

I should better off be tucked in bed as i have a date with baby in lala land. Sweet dreams.