money is perishable.....

Well, xmas is over. There are sales going on at every shopping malls. Needless to say, i can't seemed to stop splurging on material goods. Looking forward to the post xmas-pre new year celebration, i have already bought most of the gifts except the very last one which i totally have no idea of what to buy. Other than being brain drained, i also see a BIG hole in my pocket.

Yesterday, met up with buddy after class. Had a simple dinner at coffee club, while waited for K.O to join us. By the time she arrived, buddy had to leave for his next appointment. Left with the both of us to hunt for gifts, we made our way to Braun Buffel member sale. She bought a wallet for mummy, while i left the boutique empty-handed. The brand itself doesn't appealed to me, and i don't see anything of my liking. Bumped into Ching who went for the sale as well. Thereafter, we proceeded to Taka bought a friend's gift and rested our feets at Deli. I was surprised that i touched down at home nest before midnight. Its pretty rare for me to be home early on a friday. I guessed my body is on red alert. Having to consistently sleep at wee hours and waking up before noon, it's most likely i would suffer from fatigue. MY dark eye rings simply tells.

It's a SAT. Im home and will cosily tuck myself in bed under the blanket while i watch some episodes of a new korean drama. Going nowhere, i just want to be alone for one day. Hopefully, i could take a decent afternoon nap even if it's merely for an hour or two.

Either im seeing baby tonight or tmr. It has been more than a week since he left for malacca. Absolutely tormenting me till death!!!! Im going nuts. So please please... come home to me soon.

The only thing i want to do... shopping!!! I would prefer to buy cny clothes now as i hate to jostle with the crowd.

Right.... time to hit the screen for my favourite drama.

Have a jolly weekend, my dear friends. Do something meaningful before we bid farewell to 2007 and usher the brand new year. The special 2008 for all rats!!!

meet up with my lovely friends.

Met up with bestie yest. We hunted around for a new pair of rings to replace with the previous pair. Well, i lost it and simply had to be nagged at for the longest time. Thank goodness we managed to find a design that both agreed upon. In fact, it was meant to be xmas gift for each other. The pair of rings and engraving service were overbudgeted. Nonethless, we liked it very much. Couldn't stop snapping away. Here it is......




We did some shopping at bugis, and i bought myself a dress. Call me kiasu.. im actually on the lookout for cny clothes. lol. Thereafter, we headed to town. We had dinner and simply couldn't get our ass off the seats. Stucked at nydc for many hours until buddy came to joined us. That was about closing time, hence we strolled to other cafes hoping to find one that doesn't close early. Ended up at S11 somerset which was also closed, three of us rested our feets tkss for a while and decided home sweet home. Heh. Having to be sleepless and plenty of photos to upload, thus i went ahead to do up a collage. There you go....some photos to share.

merry merry xmas!!!!

first and foremost... MERRY XMAS to everyone!!

Im sure it has been the great year for all. There may be ups and downs, after all we ain't doing bad. Well, at least we are still kicking alive doing things that will keep us happy and moving forward. Heh.

Class chalet was not-too-bad. Despite having felt a little downhearted with certain peeps on the whole was a success. Received a water bottle for gift exchange which is in a pretty interesting shape. Seemed like im becoming a water bottle collector. I have plenty of it. Ha. Gotta thank buddy buddy for keeping me alive and inspirited. And.. deepest appreciationg for the effort of K.O for making the reminiscing montage. Fond memories of the poly good o' days. Heh. The best part was supermart shopping at Giant. One of my fav. hobby. lol.

Just touched down at home. Countdown was at Pam's place with the girls. Bbq & gift exchange. Cam whored the whole time. Another all-time fav. hobby. lol.

Feeling melancholic as baby wasn't around for xmas. So was Luv's dar di. What a shame. I certainly hope for his return like tmr. All i want for xmas is him.

After tmr... back to school. I have gotta work on the major assignment that is almost half the weightage of the overall grade for the module. Hard core. Last term and im done with the degree program. Time flies. Woo~ I can happily bid goodbye and wipe my ass off this bloody piece of shit.

I hope to see my bestie tmr. Girl... i miss her.

Feeling perked up. Not sleeping yet. Shall watch 'million dollar star' before i hit the sack. Nitey nite and kissy. Hugs.

For no reason.

Feeling spiritless. I cancelled the movie date for tonight. I wish for silence, peace and some breathing space. Suddenly, it feels like the world is falling on me. In fact, nothing has happened.

I cried to myself in the afternoon. I sat forlornly looking at the monitor and let my thoughts ran wild. I guess there is a telepathy interconnection between Luv and i, she dropped me an sms just right at the moment when i was feeling depressed. It kind of comforted me.

I wanna go nowhere. I ain't wanna stay home all day. I constantly seeked sources of power to keep me charged and ongoing. The dead knot can't seemed to be untie. It will be when that special day arrives and i will wave goodbye. One fine day, i will have to let go of the pain and sorrow.

I feel the pressure coming from all aspects in life. Especially in relation to my study, i feel helpless most of the time. I don't want to resort to turning nasty as i am not that sort of person. However, i can't be nice either as i will end up being pushover. Life is in confusion. I need to find a balance, it ain't simple task.

IM EMOTIONAL. I am really weird.......

Anticipating the return of my Hero.

No call from my baby tonight. He has set off to the greens for a 3D2N field camp. I wholly miss him day & night eversince the day he boarded the plane and flew to thailand.

Well, i can bear with my desire in as much as i want after all i have allowed myself to reach this point. In about 5 days time, i will be in the arms. Time flies, it really does.

Been enduring the mild cramp since noon. I avoided cold drinks alternately down plenty cups of warm/hot water. It failed to ease the pain. Nonetheless, i refused to pop the panadol menstrual pills. Heard that it can cause infertility, hence i will only take it under pressure. Baby would take charge of my diet and physical state at all time during this period in every month. Its rather depressing to not have him by my side, however the thoughts of his sweet doings made me smile. This temporary separation has zero negative effect on our relationship. Conversely, it made the love stronger, and spur a closer bond between us. Most importantly, both of us would miss each other more than usual. Thus, upon his return, i know.. he knows.. we will hold on to each other tighter than ever.

The proposal deadline has been extended to next week. I can put that aside and concentrate on my xmas shopping.

Time for bed. Meeting Jan for Mango sale before we head to afternoon class. Heh. Sweet dreams & have a happy period.

Xmas mood or wood.

Having a little space in between as i speak to Jan on the phone, hence im blogging. Im gonna K.O. in no time.

Today, had lunch with Tere godbro and we headed to grandma's place. Bro popped by for dinner and supposedly to bring me the handphone charger, but he failed to accomplish the task. He is sucha lousy runner. Anyway, i left shortly after he reached.

Apparently, the musketeers planned to meet up to discuss about post xmas celebration. While eventually there were exclusively just two who made it and met up, and those two were yx & i. Pathetic. It turned out to be a xmas shopping spree alternately of the initial plan. Both of us spent bit of time at Marks and Spencer thereafter to Taka for more shopping. Most of the gifts on the racks were simply the usual stuff available in departmental stores or anywhere. I mean for real to buy xmas gifts it certainly has to be something that signify this special festive occasion. Whether the gift is of low, mid or even steep cost it is not the critical factor. Well, at least i see it this way. My hands are employed for almost full shift for the rest of the days before xmas. Many xmas cards to write and gifts to wrap. Entertaining. Merry merry merry xmas... Lol.

As per normal, i spoke to Baby before he enters the lala land. Exactly 6 days to seeing Baby! Looking forward.... Hehe. Its bedtime. I will wake up as early as possible to work on the proposal to be submitted in time. Cheeze. Nitey nite. Smooches to the one & only baby.

I Love 'You' forever and ever.

It seemed like yesterday i lost you baby,
and it made everyday known of you.
Sometimes, when i think of you,
i know.. you know..maybe we will meet in heaven.

It was destiny that plan for those memories,
but im sorry you had to be forsaken.
Baby, i want the world to know you are always in the corner,
i know.. you know.. the flame burns forever.

Its hard to give in, and its tough to be in.
Skies and sea wider than ever,
our hearts bonded strongly together.
Please give me another chance,
i will learn to be better, i promised.
I Love you forever and ever.

ELATED!!!!!!!!

Tracy & I decided at the very last minute to grab an album each and queued to get them signed. Well, i relished those days when i was still doing secondary studies and got totally nuts over a couple of pop stars and singers. Come to think about it pretty silly to have gone through that particular phase, however interesting and hilarious situations that took place made me smile. Kinda old to do repeat the silly behaviour at this age, but i was rather more calm than before. All i wanted was to see Yoga closed up, and i managed to have that little wish fulfilled. The best part was being about to watch and listen to his live performance. Back on stage, i said a few words to him which made me regretted for not telling him more. Shook hands with all four of them, and it made my heart beated faster. Lol. Oh yeah.. dudu sweetheart was at the event too. While we were in the queue sweetheart + bf were sardined in the crowd watching the performance. And she left before the signing session started. Poor us without dinner, whereas sweetheart was then having her dinner somewhere feeling cosy and filling her stomach. :(

The sad thing is... sweetheart, i was unable to take any pict of Yoga. Wasn't allowed to use camera or phone to take pict while on stage. And it was tough to capture a proper and nice pict of him while we were at the foot of the stage. In short, no pict of Yoga. Sigh.

I will be heading to IMM to watch them perform live Pk with some singaporeans, and hopefully the ones that PK will be decent enough + acquire half or more of their energy and power to perform on stage. Hmm.... Yoga is extremely cute. :)

After the event, tracy & i went to a pub named 'black pearl' in boat quay for a drink. Yx buddy joined us shortly after we reached. And tracy's friend, kenneth arrived thereafter. The initial plan was to head to Bliss cafe to chill out, and we sticked with that. Hence, yx and i parted ways with tracy and kenneth. We chilled out at bliss for a few hours and switched to the kpt just opposite the park sat for a little while longer before home sweet home. Thanks buddy for the treat. :)

As i looked left, i came to realised that i have merely 4-5 hrs left to catch my beauty sleep before i get dressed up to head to IMM in the noon. Shagged. There is a high chance that i will give it a slip since i haven't had enough rest for the passed few days. Most likely i will oversleep. Wahaha. Nevertheless, i will set the alarm and hope to wake up on time. Heh.

My Precious Baby rang me up while i was with yx & we spoked to each other for a few minutes. Too little time to talk, so im hoping that i could speak to him longer tmr night. :) Baby, heart-to-heart...i hope you hear me at the other side of the world. I missed you dearly... so much that i can't wait to countdown for your return. 10 more days to go. Wee.... honey honey...

changes...

Cleared my bowels. Feeling Shiok man!!! I hate being constipated. Wahaha.. Sorry kind of inappropriate to say this.

Meeting bestie for dinner. Maybe. Well, that's after watching Yoga's performance.

Not going to grandma's place cos mummy is sicked and she doesn't wanna bring germs over infecting grandma. Thot that i could stay home then. But...mummy opt to go to her workplace to get something. Just for picking up that one thing which is of low priority.

I believed i took over all my mum's traits. Im easily embarassed, timid and pretty shy toward many matters. I don't dare to bargain or negotiate prices in places where most people would do it. I don't easily reject people who ask me for favours or make unreasonable request. There are a lot more... too many to list out.

Supposedly should be good traits, but also bad in a way. I would often pushed the blame to my parents when Baby lectured me for being such a timid and scardy cat. Its indeed true!!!!

ok ciaoz... heading out...

Very Excited...................

Yoga will be arriving in Sg today. Will be meeting Tracy at Bugis to catch Yoga in action. Im anticipating his live singing power. Seriously can't wait......

Unfortunately, the email was sent out rather late on the last day whereby the application was dued. To make it worst, both Tracy and my email were bounced as the mailbox was overloaded. Its either the event was overwhelming or they kind of blocked the mails from sending in once the date is dued. Well, doesn't matter anyway. If i ever gonna be selected for the PK, it would totally be a flop. Firstly, i have stage fright and will most likely end up singing like a cuckoo bird. Secondly, i will make a fool of myself by swinging and fidgeting while i sing. Lastly, the very moment i meet Yoga i doubt i can sing in front of him. I need to clarify that i ain't no crazy fan just simply adore and admire Yoga's singing. My greatest hobby.. SINGING!!! I love to listen to good songs and unique vocal singing like for example Yoga Lin. Its a shame that Aska is not part of this event. His singing has caused impact on many people in Taiwan. He brought the show to fame!! I gravely desire to listen to his live performance, and im sure it will be fabulous!!!!!

Anyway, be heading to grandma's place in a while. After that will come back home to shower and get dress then head to bugis. And for tonight.. meeting Yx AGAIN!!! Getting sick of seeing him.. Lol. We will head to Bliss cafe to chill out.

And for tmr & sun. Home sweet home. Having a bad stomach..need to go to bathroom.. ciaoz..

bring up to date...

For the past one week, i was pretty engaged with activities.

Had dinner with yx buddy & ps in town, thereafter together with tracy & her friend headed to partyworld shenton for many hours of singing. We ended the night really late.

Then, the following day, i went to the studio for recording. Tracy & i both sang 3 songs, while the expert sang way more songs than us. After that, we popped by Karen's pub for drinking. Was another late night.

Mummy called to complaint that she haven't seen me for many days. When i wake up in the day, everyone was out for work. And the time i gets home, everyone was asleep. Hence, i promised mummy that i will stay home on sunday. However, buddy was especially keen to head to chomp chomp for dinner. Hence we went on sunday night. After dinner, we decided to go to some pet shops around my residential area. Unfortunately, it was a sunday and most of the shops were closed by the time we got there. But we still managed to play with some rabbits. Heh. Both of us were not ready to go home, so we sat at the void deck to chit chat. Something interesting happened then. We were very much into talking when two police officers came forward to us. Following is our conversation:

Police officer: "are you guys staying nearby?"
Yx & I: Yes!
Police Officer: "can i see your identification?"
YX & I: Sure!!!

and both of them started jotting down our particulars. one was keying the data into a palm or something, while the other wrote it on a form. Both of us were confused as we have done nothing wrong. So..i kept mumbling that we ain't no terrorists or under-aged. I was hoping that they hear me and kind of explain why did they have to do it. It didn't work out the way i want it to be. The police officer returned our identification card and left. Seriously..i have lived in this are for 10 odd years and have never encounter such thing. At that time, it wasn't even 11pm. What is their reason for taking down the public's information?! Still quite curious. Either we looked under-aged or maybe illegal immigrants. Loll. I guessed Yx wouldn't wanna come to Serangoon again. Haha.

And yest... it was the first day of class for the new term. Before i head to class, i was expecting that it will be dead boring as there is only 4-5 students taking this module. After all i wasn't as bad as i thought. The lecturer came late due to some emergency case. By the way, it was a full day class from 10am - 5pm. The lecturer included real life examples in his teaching which made it interesting, though i kind of felt sleepy at the later part of the lesson. The next time we see him would be after xmas, and i felt that the school just simply can't be bothered about our studies. How could we have such a long break in between the first and second class??!!! Nuts!

Met up with tracy after class. I accompanied her to cck for house viewing. And we went k session thereafter. Both of us were like totally head over heels about singing. Especially after the recording. Lol. Ed (tracy's fren) joined us later for singing, and we went a bit crazy. Started singing songs by Michael Jackson etc. Screamed and shouted... and i woke up this morning with a sore throat. I reached home late and as usual all of them were asleep. Im expecting mummy to start nagging at me tonight. Promised to be a good girl. Shall not sing for the rest of the week. I have to be serious and get started with the assignment and the relevant research.

Still feeling sleepy now. I shall take an afternoon nap.

I missed my BABY extremely loads!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 more weeks to seeing him. I really can't wait!!! I wished i could fly to thailand now!!! yes right away!!! Can the time just pass quickly!!!! :(