In a lousy mood. And im seriously gonna volcano erupt.
First, i was not reciprocated for the feelings that i showed towards. It kind of make me wanna get me off my bum to head out for a run. On the other hand, i was tired and very much needed an aftern nap. Both my brain and mind failed to work properly, thus i was in daze for the whole day. I couldn't care less neither could i care much. Attempted to take a nap and i did fell aslp, but for a pathetic 45 mins with sudden wakes from unknown dreams. Fed up. Woke up spent the rest of the time on TV. Unfortunately, whichever channel that i tuned in played shows with bitter story line. I ended up tearing the whole time and got me kinda emotional for a while. Well, its good and bad. Its obviously bad to tear over a tv show, however its a good time for one whois down in mood to cry and release the unhappiness within. Nonetheless, there should be a limit and control for in case one gets too involved or even finds it hard to withdraw.
Next up... i get worked up over some household matters. Its the indifference between people's attitude towards certain matter. I might be a little picky. Darling would oftenly comment that i work in a very systematic manner, thus i get frustrated when things doesn't work out the way i have in mind. True. Besides that, the biggest hurdle would be to accept the laziness in my dad and bro. I would just like to have everyone in the house to keep it clean. Simple as that. Arghhh.... it seemed impossible no matter how much effort i put in to persuade them. Although i would go all out to make them change or even to scold them, its all good for the family. It wouldn't help if im the only one trying to keep things right, while dad and bro do otherwise. It takes two hands to clap!!!
Alright... just needed to let it out. Feeling better.
Be meeting up with K, Yx, Ps and Wn to visit the toy museum in the aftern tmr. And it will be dinner at Mint Cafe. The remaining people will join us then.
(*Yawn).. i think im feeling sleepy. But im hoping to talk to darling before i hit the sack.
Anyway, its gonna be exciting for the following week. Will be doing quite a bit of catch up with friends that i haven seen for sometime. Like Sweetheart, Wl & Sj, Xf and Sisifu. Looking forward......... Heh.
First, i was not reciprocated for the feelings that i showed towards. It kind of make me wanna get me off my bum to head out for a run. On the other hand, i was tired and very much needed an aftern nap. Both my brain and mind failed to work properly, thus i was in daze for the whole day. I couldn't care less neither could i care much. Attempted to take a nap and i did fell aslp, but for a pathetic 45 mins with sudden wakes from unknown dreams. Fed up. Woke up spent the rest of the time on TV. Unfortunately, whichever channel that i tuned in played shows with bitter story line. I ended up tearing the whole time and got me kinda emotional for a while. Well, its good and bad. Its obviously bad to tear over a tv show, however its a good time for one whois down in mood to cry and release the unhappiness within. Nonetheless, there should be a limit and control for in case one gets too involved or even finds it hard to withdraw.
Next up... i get worked up over some household matters. Its the indifference between people's attitude towards certain matter. I might be a little picky. Darling would oftenly comment that i work in a very systematic manner, thus i get frustrated when things doesn't work out the way i have in mind. True. Besides that, the biggest hurdle would be to accept the laziness in my dad and bro. I would just like to have everyone in the house to keep it clean. Simple as that. Arghhh.... it seemed impossible no matter how much effort i put in to persuade them. Although i would go all out to make them change or even to scold them, its all good for the family. It wouldn't help if im the only one trying to keep things right, while dad and bro do otherwise. It takes two hands to clap!!!
Alright... just needed to let it out. Feeling better.
Be meeting up with K, Yx, Ps and Wn to visit the toy museum in the aftern tmr. And it will be dinner at Mint Cafe. The remaining people will join us then.
(*Yawn).. i think im feeling sleepy. But im hoping to talk to darling before i hit the sack.
Anyway, its gonna be exciting for the following week. Will be doing quite a bit of catch up with friends that i haven seen for sometime. Like Sweetheart, Wl & Sj, Xf and Sisifu. Looking forward......... Heh.
posted by Nana at
10/20/2007 11:28:00 PM
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