A mixture of emotions
Half of me is Elated, while the other half..Depressed.
The first half resulted from the care, concern and unconditional love that my loved ones never failed to provide me with, especially my darling. There are times when we quarrelled, got upset with each other.. however, its not to the extend of being depressed as yet. Apart from this, the concern and love received from every of my best and close friends, made me a stronger person. Wonder why would i be depressed when im actually getting the best thing in the world - LOVE.
Its solely got to do with my family. Complicated. I won't want to announce to the entire world the whole picture. Im ANNOYED due to the fact that i put in effort but papa doesn't listened, on the other hand, felt heart-broken as i ain't of any help. It was a couple of days ago that papa was confirmed diabetic. I want him to stay healthy.. I want him to walk down the aisle with me. I want him to see his grandchildrens, enjoy his later life. After all, he doesn't need to rely on any medication as of now. And if he controls, he will prolly save on taking more types of medication. He has been taking 2-3 types of pills for HBP and High cholestrol. Bad enough. Look on the brighter side, maybe it will remain as the current condition. As long as no medication is required, its a good sign.
Skip this topic. Im elated to have met up with one of my poly mate, CK. As well as, Jac.. both in a day. Dinner with the first, while chilled out with the latter. Time flies, i haven seen both of them for more than half a year. CK still weighed the same as ME!!! WT*..Skinny weakling. Laughs. Had a great time chatting and playing the roles of gossipmonger. Lol. Anticipating meet up with the rest, i hope i win the bet. Otherwise, backfire! Bang. Right..and of cause, chilled out with Jac was great. Im glad i shared with her the sad moments that i have been through lately. I needed a listening ear badly. Thanks Jac.
Its midnight. TGIF!! lookin forward to weekend. Darling slps over at my place tonite, while he heads back to camp tmr mornin. Anyway, he's already aslp..like a dead body. Lol. I should turn in too. I barely slp last nite. Had a major joint ache in the middle of the nite, and it was the joint between my hip and thigh. How strange. It happened for the first time. Pray hard that it doesn't happen tonite. And yeah.. tummy ache.. just go away. Leave me alone. I wanna have a good rest, and be in my best state for tmr's class. Last 2nd class, i need full concentration. Been feelin lerthagic these days. Nitey.. sweet dreams please..
The first half resulted from the care, concern and unconditional love that my loved ones never failed to provide me with, especially my darling. There are times when we quarrelled, got upset with each other.. however, its not to the extend of being depressed as yet. Apart from this, the concern and love received from every of my best and close friends, made me a stronger person. Wonder why would i be depressed when im actually getting the best thing in the world - LOVE.
Its solely got to do with my family. Complicated. I won't want to announce to the entire world the whole picture. Im ANNOYED due to the fact that i put in effort but papa doesn't listened, on the other hand, felt heart-broken as i ain't of any help. It was a couple of days ago that papa was confirmed diabetic. I want him to stay healthy.. I want him to walk down the aisle with me. I want him to see his grandchildrens, enjoy his later life. After all, he doesn't need to rely on any medication as of now. And if he controls, he will prolly save on taking more types of medication. He has been taking 2-3 types of pills for HBP and High cholestrol. Bad enough. Look on the brighter side, maybe it will remain as the current condition. As long as no medication is required, its a good sign.
Skip this topic. Im elated to have met up with one of my poly mate, CK. As well as, Jac.. both in a day. Dinner with the first, while chilled out with the latter. Time flies, i haven seen both of them for more than half a year. CK still weighed the same as ME!!! WT*..Skinny weakling. Laughs. Had a great time chatting and playing the roles of gossipmonger. Lol. Anticipating meet up with the rest, i hope i win the bet. Otherwise, backfire! Bang. Right..and of cause, chilled out with Jac was great. Im glad i shared with her the sad moments that i have been through lately. I needed a listening ear badly. Thanks Jac.
Its midnight. TGIF!! lookin forward to weekend. Darling slps over at my place tonite, while he heads back to camp tmr mornin. Anyway, he's already aslp..like a dead body. Lol. I should turn in too. I barely slp last nite. Had a major joint ache in the middle of the nite, and it was the joint between my hip and thigh. How strange. It happened for the first time. Pray hard that it doesn't happen tonite. And yeah.. tummy ache.. just go away. Leave me alone. I wanna have a good rest, and be in my best state for tmr's class. Last 2nd class, i need full concentration. Been feelin lerthagic these days. Nitey.. sweet dreams please..
posted by Nana at
6/14/2007 06:47:00 PM
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