Changes to be made.. for you & me
I have been insomniac for a couple of days. My brain has been extremely hardworking. Im Serious. Can't stop picturing some scenarios in my mind. Ain't depressed. In the process of finding the right answers to questions that i have always wanted to ask.
I have always been paranoid. Im determined to change.
Thinking can be extremely taxing at times. I would think a little bit of about this and that, before i realised the state i was in.. tear drops falling. Imaginations, that i allowed it to caused me ended up in depressed state. Once fell into the traps of depression, dwelled in misery. I resented reality, the fact that it has happened. The shield i put on, however, made sure im as per normal with friends. One day, it seemed like i woke up from a nightmare. I came to realised how silly i was that period of time. Obviously, i had friends who will always be here for me, but i cannot rely on them forever. I knew i had to release myself from pain and sorrow, remove the shield and get on my feet with strength and determination. And I succeeded. Anyone and Everyone CAN DO IT. Its a matter of choice.
Don't swallow the hardship that you went through. Tell someone. Not anyone, but someone you can trust. Don't live in unhappy moments, throw them out of the frame. Regard that you have lost partial of the memories, especially the unhappy ones. Thats when you can move ahead slowly toward walking out of misery.
Don't cry alone beneath the blanket. Cry with someone who will cry with you. Don't keep things to yourself. Find a pair of ears to listen to what you have to say. Never put up a fake front or pretend to be happy. Not just you will be miserable, the people around you will come to realise it one day.. they will be the ones to be as upset as you. Reason being that they loved you, yet they weren't there for you when you needed comfort and concern. Don't wait for someone to rescue you, go forward and seek help from your loved ones. What are F.R.I.E.N.D.S for?! That is the purpose of keeping them. Its not judgement day when you faced a failure, be it in the area of relationships, family or work. "failure is the mother of success".. i totally agree with this statement.
Do something for yourself.
Im no saint. Im a friend. I will be here and everywhere for whomever friend, you know you have me as a friend in YOU.
As for me, im sorting out my mind. I know what answers will i get for the questions in my head. Let me digest the possible answers, and i will be no further from ultimate happiness. ANYONE can be happy.
I have always been paranoid. Im determined to change.
Thinking can be extremely taxing at times. I would think a little bit of about this and that, before i realised the state i was in.. tear drops falling. Imaginations, that i allowed it to caused me ended up in depressed state. Once fell into the traps of depression, dwelled in misery. I resented reality, the fact that it has happened. The shield i put on, however, made sure im as per normal with friends. One day, it seemed like i woke up from a nightmare. I came to realised how silly i was that period of time. Obviously, i had friends who will always be here for me, but i cannot rely on them forever. I knew i had to release myself from pain and sorrow, remove the shield and get on my feet with strength and determination. And I succeeded. Anyone and Everyone CAN DO IT. Its a matter of choice.
Don't swallow the hardship that you went through. Tell someone. Not anyone, but someone you can trust. Don't live in unhappy moments, throw them out of the frame. Regard that you have lost partial of the memories, especially the unhappy ones. Thats when you can move ahead slowly toward walking out of misery.
Don't cry alone beneath the blanket. Cry with someone who will cry with you. Don't keep things to yourself. Find a pair of ears to listen to what you have to say. Never put up a fake front or pretend to be happy. Not just you will be miserable, the people around you will come to realise it one day.. they will be the ones to be as upset as you. Reason being that they loved you, yet they weren't there for you when you needed comfort and concern. Don't wait for someone to rescue you, go forward and seek help from your loved ones. What are F.R.I.E.N.D.S for?! That is the purpose of keeping them. Its not judgement day when you faced a failure, be it in the area of relationships, family or work. "failure is the mother of success".. i totally agree with this statement.
Do something for yourself.
Im no saint. Im a friend. I will be here and everywhere for whomever friend, you know you have me as a friend in YOU.
As for me, im sorting out my mind. I know what answers will i get for the questions in my head. Let me digest the possible answers, and i will be no further from ultimate happiness. ANYONE can be happy.
posted by Nana at
5/22/2007 12:25:00 AM
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