woo...im dancing in my room.....

so very glad that i've got my ada assignment done...once and for all...
so that i can start on a decent revision for the ada exam that falls on thurs...

i've exactly a day and a half to revise....
i better do a good job for the paper so i'll be worriless....
im not gonna be greedy to aim for a HD......but prolly or D or Credit maybe..

i've had a fair share of stress-ness....

really feel like throwin myself into the mood of holiday-ing........but thats jus one-sided...
i ain't gonna let myself down...nor my loveliest parents who granted my wish for takin up this degree program..

well.....i've realised how true life is.....
its not even abt workin or studyin anymore....cos it doesnt make a diff on where u r and what u do...its abt the reality, meetin all sorts of pple out there, where the majorities are like the shitty ones.....self-centered.....i felt like im a recycled item...when im needed i'll be recycled for use, then throw back into the bin when im useless at one point....and then the cycle goes on......
for what i know its all gonna be the fact that things will stay this way till a year later.

thank god i've got dear friends who encourage me and give me the ultimate support to keep me alive and kicking up till now..
most of all.....my dearest darling who will stay by my side even if the world is gonna fall apart.

im tellin myself to stay positive.....
so come on....just 2 papers to go...rest and relax for 3 weeks before the next term starts...

its midnite......but i intend to do some studying before i hit the sack...
so engrossed in studies.....so unlike me.....so unbelievable....

my dear boy lying beside me.....in deep sleep....
my deepest apology for neglecting him due to tight datelines for assignment...
pray that his wound will recover soon.......
his pain is part of me...........pain........