not useless...but helpless

been thinkin a lot....

many things happened for a reason...
but reality bites.....so why even take the extra effort to think?!

im fortunate....i've got a handful of close frens...
n many other friends whom i can rely on....
but lately, i realised im not doing my part as a friend.
when my friend needed me, im not there.....
when she had to seek help from strangers...im not there...
i don't like the feeling of havin another person to tell me all these about a friend of mine whom i care a lot...
the distance grew apart in our hearts...though physically close..
i missed those days...
i hope she'll be happy with whatever she does...

i never have the day to tell her what i know...cos i dun wish to rack up the unhappy past.....
jus rem my friends....i loved all of u.....
even if we quarrelled or fought in the past....its over....
u friends are always in my heart...my phonebook...my mind....