Happy note.

Woah.. time flies. The March chapter is about to end. It's weekend and i will be meeting my Baby in a while. :)

Meet up with Luv, J and M for Kbox ladies night on Thurs. Luv and M left earlier while J and i sang till 2am. Lol. I havent sang for like months, and it feels great to do it once in a while. Anyway, J is in Bkk now. If i only i could join her for the short trip. I cant do it as i have to save the weekends for my baby.

Mommy was on off day yesterday. Together with Mommy & Mimie, we headed out for 'market-ing'. Bought lots of tibits that can last us for a month. Lol.

Anyway, im looking forward to an interview on Mon. I hope its the last. And that means i can start work real soon.

I Love to live my life as it is now.... Im happy and contented.

Head over heels in Love with Giko!

I keep on falling in....... love.... with Giko!! Heh.

I can't stop looking him in the eye.

I can't live without him now.

He's so mischevious that i wanna.. love him more. Lol.

Well.. im also exhausted having to look after him. Nevertheless, i wanna keep him by my side indefinitely.


Met up with Luv. Same hangout again. Lol. And.. we would always have the unhealthy food for dinner. Darned. We're like dying to gain more weight and to compete against each other as of who would be fatter than the other. Loll.


M will be popping over to my place tmr. Both of us will bring Giko out for exercise, and the best part i would look forward to thereafter... shower time!!

Baby... i miss you so much. If you were to read this entry, please be assured that Nana would always be supportive toward your career. Strive harder.. Kambatte! Love. ;)

Bedtime. Sweet dreams. Muacks.

It feels marvelous to be out..and having FUN!

I had a date with Luv on Sat evening. At the usual hangout where we did some shopping. I bought myself a pair of jeans which i haven't done so for years. Im serious. Dinner at Mac.. and home sweet home. The time spent together was rather short, however we always have fun hanging out doing the girlie stuff.

I headed to cck home having baby to wait for my appearance. Lol. Baby had to make his way back to Malacca the day after, hence we stayed up till the wee hours to have a good chat. I loved it when baby would rather do a decent chat than to watch tv programmes or dvds. That is the way it should be in order for a couple to learn about one another as they grow.

Woke up at noon on Sunday. We supposedly planned to head out for a jog, but then again... it always failed. Baby was arranged to visit an exhibition. The funny thing was they made a mistake. The exhibition was held on another date instead. Lol. Hence, he came back shortly. By then, i was lack of enthusiasm. I could barely get my bum off the comfy sofa. Worst still.. while i was watching a variety program, at the same time snacking on super yummilicious pineapple tarts. Irresistable..i ate a lot. Therefore, we did not make it for the jog. Darned. We watched dvd instead. And halfway through, baby had to leave. After he did, i thought i might as well finished up with the dvd. Eventually i had a date with bestie and friends. I changed and left for home. The initial plan was to bring giko out, and bestie would bring spiky along. Well, D and his gf suggested to go to Changi V. So....the puppies are left out for the chillout session.

Bestie and bf came to pick me up. We went to Bark's to catch the live soccer match (Man U Vs Liverpool). I must admit that i ain't a soccer fan, but i do watched it with baby at times. It was as entertaining as ever with D(the extreme joker) around. I would be a whole bag full for every meet up with his existence.

Well.. i ain't going no where today. It would be nice to stay home to play with giko as well as to accompany papa. Heh.

Sleepy head... All thanks to buddy who called to disturb in the middle of the night. Lol. Maybe i should take a nap.. :)

Joyride..

Went on a joyride with sweetie. Well, the girl felt emo and badly needed to head out. We apparently didn't have any plans as of where to head to, however ended up at the changi airport. She had her late dinner at bk, and we moved on to the outdoor for a bit of ingest and chatting.

Both of us were not familiar with the road, and obviously took a longer route to get home.. which means time and petrol wasted. Lol. Boy, it was absolute fun. An exciting ride whereby we explored the east side of spore.

Anyhow, the whole idea was to accompany her and act as a listening ear. Most of the time its related to 'bgr' and that i personally felt i am inexperienced. The fact that i have been happily attached to baby for almost six years, i wouldn't be able to put myself in other people's shoe to understand their difficulties in the relationships. I mainly give advices based on my perception toward different aspects of a relationship. From the bottom of my heart, i hope that my words would help my beloved friends in one way or another. Even if it doesn't, i would be pleased to accompany them in times of anguish. Im glad that the joyride has lifted her spirit. The most important thing is to feel jolly and satisfied at the end of the day.

Baby will be back in sg tmr aftern. Mommy will be on a off day. Everyone will be home, while i would probably be heading over to baby's place. I do hope he could drop by for a while as mommy & papa would fancy his visit.

Looking forward to weekend.

Bedtime. Sweet dreams.

I took some happy pills..

Another late night heading no where. I simply can't sleep due to an internal affair seemed resolved BUT not so soon.

Having to consistently sleep in the wee hours for the past few months, i see darker eye rings and eye bags. Damnit. The most unwanted yet i have to live with it. Nevertheless, i would apply the eye defense cream in faith at every night before sleep. I do believed that miracles happen. Lol.

Within the hours apart from the last entry posted, i was light-hearted and happier. It has probably got to do with having people around. Buddy and Ps popped over for a chillout session at the void deck. Besides ingesting, we chatted about career and stuff. I sweared that i wasn't in any miserable thoughts. Thanks guys! Although they weren't here by intention to cheer me up, it still made my day.

**paused for a second... to step up the weighing scale.

God damnit. Needless to say, its the upward effect. I certainly have to work on a weight-loss program. Baby assured me that he wouldn't mind if i were to gain some weight considering the fact that i should be happy and healthy. Well, i obviously mind!! lol. Im blessed with a baby that is so sweet and caring toward me. The almighty above has been kind upon me. Thank you.

I should better off be tucked in bed as i have a date with baby in lala land. Sweet dreams.

Im cool....

Once every month, K's company would plan a movie day for the staff. And every month without fail, K would invite buddy and I to join her for the movie. She would have two movies to choose from, and three of us would discuss together and decide on one. For this month, we chose 'Horton' over 'BC 10,000'. I didnt read up the sypnosis before i head to the cinema, however i would rate the movie at 7/10.

In fact, my intention was just to get my out of the house and do anything. I guess having to watch a movie at this crucial period was advantageous. I felt like i was released from the trials and tribulations of family. Whatever thoughts that i had in mind were paused for a moment, and that was the short moment that i had my fair bit of laughters and joy.

Get over and done with..... i need to brace myself for the future.

Passing clouds..

From the day i realised the most important thing, i envisioned my life without this thing even happening. It is dramatic and rather unbelievable. I was traumatised upon knowing the fact on the other hand felt exceptionally glad.

Life is beyond the imagination. The least expected is likely to happen in the actual life. I felt like i was taken on a roller coaster ride, while im taken back to the ground in time.

My heart is filled with loads of gratitude toward the two most important person in my life. If destiny plan the way in which i might end up with another two person who may be important in one way or another, i would rather to stick with what i owned at this point in time.

What was made known have caused an impact in my life, and it ensured me that i would put in my heart and soul to protect and love these two important person.

I strongly believed that every story has a significant subject in it. There are many reasons and explanation to each, however i choose not to dig into it.

As time goes by, the pain, sorrow, and searching soul in me will eventually subside.

This episode has allowed me to better understand myself and the people around me. It has granted me the opportunity to recognise who are the friends who would really stand by me when im down and weary. Deepest appreciation to these friends.

Let this episode be like the passing clouds where it ends off at this point.

Will be better in time...

I must admit that i have been reading too much into my life, and somewhat the future. I can't escaped. This period of time i have to find the right direction to head toward.. without assistance from anybody.

I have gotta learn to be more independent and make critical decisions on my own.

I believed i can do it.

Just another day...

Another day passes so quickly...

The weather has been chilly for the past few nights. I believed most people have slept well whereas i felt that the weather was harshed on me. I could barely sleep due to the fact that i always detested cold weather. It is going to be another night having to tuck myself under the comforter and try to get some decent sleep.

Cutesy Giko wasn't as cheerful today, and it kinda affected my mood. I hope that i wake up seeing him active and playful tmr. Brought him over to my neighbour's place to play with their dog (Magnes). Well, Magnes is also a male shih tzu. Giko didn't want to play with him. He doesn't seemed to like to socialise with other puppies or doggies, except for the opposite sex. I guess we have chosen the best name for him. Giko the chee-ko-pek. Lol.

Took some photos with him this afternoon.









I Love you, Giko. :)

Looking forward to see my Baby this weekend.

Intense fight within me

Since last week, i have been feeling melancholy and bottled up all sorrows, troubles and worries.

I tried to throw it aside and kept myself occupied with activities. I thought i am resilient enough to brave up and face this world of inhumanity and unsentimental. I smiled, laughed, and even turned a crackpot over nonsensical jokes.

Finally, i broke down last night. I knew that i can't hide my feelings for too long. Felt especially comforted to have turned to Baby. Well, he might have been a little harsh toward me. I knew it was all for good. I kept his words in mind, and told myself that i have to changed. I promised.

Giko had his first grooming session this afternoon. He looks as adorable as ever. :)

Be meeting Baby for lunch tmr. I feel so enthusiastic. Lol.

I kinda came to realised only then that im quite a sophisticated person after all these years of deluding myself into believing i seek simplicity.

A little gloomy, hence im hoping by meeting musketeers for DVD marathon would spurs me.

Giko behaved well for the past few days, and im trying to toilet train him. Showered him in the morning, and he is smelling so sweet and pleasant.

Im supposed to be out of the house yet still blogging. I have not taken the shower either. Lol. I hope the guys wouldn't strangle me for turning up LATE!!! Heh heh.

Have good day.

Looking forward to T's visit to my place tmr. Muacks!