I fought the battle and won graciously. Enlighten. "Put in effort and more, then wait to be duly rewarded"...i have proved myself to be indispensable. Smile.

Apparently, i thought i could take a short break from studies. However....i just realised that i have another 2 assignments due in 2 weeks time.

Holding my breathe...
Im crossing my fingers that i ain't gonna get nervous breakdown.

Just wish that i could have a really enjoyable & memorable Anniversary celebration with Darling this coming weekend. Anticipating.....

Exactly 1. Class starts at 2, indicating that Nana will be turnin up late for class. Laughs. Can't blame me, been 2 hrs early for morning class the past 2 days. Heh.

The 'Loudest' lecturer for the terms so far... i hope i can tahan for another 2 weeks. And.. not end up deaf in one ear or both.. Lol.

My precious Baby is currently in the bushes leading his man out for a field camp. Weather has been rather bad, on and off it rains. Pray that my Baby will not fall sick staying under the rain. Missing him already........ Smooches

Had 7 hrs of slp.. but that was after being sleepless for 31 Hours. Dozed off at Mac while researching for data. Almost fell off the chair, don't quite know how did i managed to do that.

Waking up in darkness, sleeping in daylight. (X)Wrong.

The last few lapse before i reached the destination, achieved my aim and goals. Debate. My motion: Give the best, and get the best return. Heh.

My saviour is the one and only friend to rely on in class..

It shall be a short entry...

Been sick since the last time i blogged. Have consulted the doctor, taking the course of medicine. Im on the verge of recovering.

Rushing dateline for a debate. Tolerance. Period. My apologies for not being able to meet up with my friends, partially due to poor health.

At this point of time, to be frank..i really wanna sleep. But as a matter of fact, i have to..by all means, to stay up and get done with. I need supernatural power and plenty of energy.

Thank U guys for the msgs that showered me with care and concern. I will recuperate shortly with these blessings. So Loved.

Attended IMEV class in the mornin, then headed over to office. Daddy & gorgors are out for an appointment, while baby & I jolly well slack & rot in the office. Stayin in the air-conditioned office, while it is hot & scorching outside...how nice. *chuckles

Prolly be stayin here till evenin. After class ended, i went ahead to Marks & Spencer on my own to get tibits. Bought the Viennese choco sandwich & Dark chocolate all butter biscuits... yum.... taste heavenly delicious. Choco is a killer... high sugar content, calories... & blah blah... furthermore im still not fully recovered. Im crossin my fingers that i don't get seriously ill again.

Gettin headache while in thoughts of eatin more choco sandwich.. darned. How can i ever lose weight with such big liking of snacks, tibits & all sorts of junk food. I need some guidance & discipline before i end up a potato couch.

My baby doesnt care much about me, cos he's deeply sucked into the world of virtual games. FYI..he's seated less than a metre away from me..almost side by side, but he doesnt really bother about the happenings of the surrounding. Believe it or not.. if i were to drop something real hard & loud, he might just frown..& that is it. No head turnin...no questions ask. Argh..the reason why i have to constantly do something to distract him. Its a definite reject to allow him to play for hours, cos he will think nothin but the game he has played. It happened during the period when Gunbound & some kinda online game were really IN. Ah..whatever....time to disturb him before he gets really engrossed with it.

I have got an assignment due next wed. Frankly speakin, im not ready & not quite keen to start with. I would really like to play for a little more before things get serious, cos i know its gonna be tough & even stressful.

Right...i met up with karin, yx, ps & wn for dinner at Chomp Chomp on Tues. After dinner, we chilled for a while at liquid kitchen. I would suggest a place like that purely for chillin & dine-in. Though it was not the first time to liquid kitchen but it was for the particular outlet. The followin day was a normal workin day, hence, none of us would wana get ourselves drunk or so. However, for god sake, ps ordered 'lamborghini' for his first drink. First try to such alcoholic mixture, he diden find it challengin though. So i treated him to another drink 'terminator'. Well, diden manage to knock him down. Darned. I have never seen him drunk, maybe we should make him drink more than he can... just for one time that i can see him unlike his true self. lol.

might have plans for tmr & sat. Just hope i don't reflect high temp on the thermometer tonight. Feelin it comin, or its gotta do with tiredness...

I missed my rabbit...... wonder how is it doin??

Confused with emotions that hits really hard.

All these while, gladly to say other than happy, it's still happy...be it an object, people or just the tingling feeling.

At this point in time, im rather stucked. The thought of drifting away from someone that i see no point in entertaining just hang in the air. My mentality is to give in as much as i can. However, as time goes by, the willingness & spirit slowly diminished bit by bit.

I ain't no angel, neither Ms. Nicey. I merely want to be true to whomever that i regard as friend or even more. Recalling the teenage period, anyone who steps on my tail will watch me roar. Back then, with a lousy & bad temper, i would easily fly into a rage with or without reasons. Now, i have grown up to be a cool & calm character. There are times i get temperamental, and that happens during heavy workload season in school.. its likely i will get mood swings. But besides such situation, i can be really good with controlling my temper. Ironically, havin to be well-tempered im easily pushed over these days. While i was a nasty character, i seemed to dominate my world.

Definitely, i wouldn't want to relive a nasty character. I don't ask for any return from anyone for the favours that i did. The least i expect would be the basic respect. I do you good, take it.. leave or stay it's up to one's choice. I want my dignity.

For the many times that i gave myself reasons for things that was done unto me, i repeatedly proved myself wrong. No explanation to all that have happened. I just felt really hurt. I cannot hold on... neither can i let go. It's like flying a kite, as it flies in the sky... gets further and even further but one still holding tightly to the string attached. There are 101 chances.....ultimately, it's all up to individual to decide to continue the path or take a turn halfway through.

Im clingin on...... im losin faith & trust...... i don't have the courage to voice out. "Don't read too much into the matters"..it's simple to just say it out. But with the kinda pessimistic character i have, i would wallow in misery.

Who says life can be simple & smooth sailing....

Nearly a week that i have not blogged. I fell sick after i touched down in Singapore on Sat. I was feverish and down with major flu. My whole body ached, my throat hurts like hell and even my head felt like it was knocked a million times with a hammer. Ever since, i have yet to be fully recovered. However, im feelin much better than past two days. Although im still havin mild flu and ear blocked, i could at least smell & taste.

About the KL trip. On the whole, wasn't much of an exciting or enriching trip as i anticipated. Before headin to KL, i had thoughts about buyin anything & everything that i see. In fact, we shopped at a few shopping malls, and i only bought two tees. lol. For the entire trip, besides the tees, i also bought an an eye cream & a compact powder refill at a value-for-money cost. That was all. Darling actually sent me an sms on the first night to warn me not to buy unnecessary stuffs. I bet he will be utterly surprised. It wasn't due to his warning that made me controlled my spending, it was the fact that i diden see much of the stuffs that i like. How sad. I prolly wanna head to bangkok during year-end for shopping!!!!!!! Hopefully, darling can take leave to go with me!!!

Clubbing in KL was unexpectedly good. We headed to a district that has many pubs & clubs for both nights. We went to TCB club on the first, and Beach club on the second night. Caught up with the latest revolution dance called "steps". I took time to observed those who had a bit of thing with "steps", they looked really good when they danced. I managed to learn a bit of it, and hopefully i can master the beginner's level. Shall download clips from youtube for self learning. On top of this, they had live band that performed R&B & Rock song genre. Two thumbs up for the performers, they can really sing!!!!!! They have such fantastic vocal, with yelling and all, they easily sang non-stop for more than half an hour. It was their influential & powerful singing that made the crowd high-spirited. The major clubs in Singapore should move ahead with such concept, havin live band performance at intervals.


M waitin for darling to touch down in singapore & head over to my place. Im lookin forward to slp in his arms.....missed him baby...

Back for some updates...

Well, in fact there aren't many of it. Stayed home throughout the weekends with Jody girl slpt over. Sun aftern, darling, mummy & i brought Jody to the pool for some fun. It was the first time in such circumstances that darling played with his niece. He carried her while walking round the pool. Prolly due to his lack of experience with babies, i was kinda worried that he might dropped Jody. However, i would give compliment that he did quite a good job. Im sure Jody enjoyed herself. You know what, im yearning to be a mother!!!

Im takin a short break, breakaway from Singapore. Heading to KL on thurs morning, and prolly be back on sat or sun. Woo~ Out of town. Relaxation....keep my mind at ease, just think of food, entertainment. Lol.

Darling I MISSED YOU..hope to see you TMR before i bid goodbye!!!!

Morning class tmr... Sian half.

Its rather late now, but..i thot shld post an entry on the happenings since the start of the week till date.

Met up with Dar, Jing & Jess for dinner @The Atrium Sakae on Tue evenin. Although i kinda turned up late, and went off earlier..it was a fulfilling trip. We did some catch up with one another's life, say career, studies etc. And we related to the good old days in secondary sch, was really fond memories. Anticipating a ktv session with dar & jess, it has been like donkey years since we last went ktv together. Thereafter, left them to meet up with bestie & daniel. Chilled @Mr Bean, talk crap for quite a while & home sweet home. Slpt Late.

Yesterday..after class, had dinner with ching @Cafe cartel. We headed to Thai Express for second round, as karin & su joined us much later. At last, i saw su. He diden make it for all class gatherings, it was like he has disppeared from the world. Lol.

And today....dinner with luv, dudu & ting. As promised, dudu brought us to the ramen restaurant!! Its called "Beppu Mekan". Well, we getta choose the spicy level(1,2,4,6 & 8) with our choice of ramen. I had terriyaki chicken ramen with spicy level 4. When the food was served, i apparently assumed that it wouldn't be too spicy, just by the look of the colour of soup. The ramen was unexpectedly hot & spicy, but manageable. Im lookin forward to patronise a second time for spicy level 6! Woo hoo~
Darned. Should have taken photo of the food. Our stay at Beppu lasted 3 hrs, we chatted the whole time. The power of girl, PL lites! Lol. I guess if there were plenty of time to spare, we would have chatted even longer.

Be meetin xf for dinner tmr, will have a bit of time to rot before headin to meet her. Im thinkin of the place to eat now..

Im sleepy..but i can't stop thinkin abt food. Im already decidin what to eat for breakfast tmr... Loll!!!