Ever felt numbed over an issue, where you could hardly use any strength to fight for the minimal respect and rights?
Initially, one can be patient awaits the positive end result, on the other hand there will be frustrations. Get over it. Imperfections are normal signs of reality..thats life.

Put that aside.

Yest - gathering for the 5 musketeers. Had dinner with 2 of them before the other two turned up. Thereafter, headed to ms kbox, since we haven sang for a while. Finally, i got the bottles of honey and 'corner with love' dvd. Thanks Karin. Just realised that i have watched 3/4 episodes of the drama. That is like.. dvd disc 5. Total 8 discs. Lol. I bet Andy would kill me, he wanted it so badly. I can finish it shortly and pass him on the next meet up.

Alright, in a bit i will be heading down to amk hub to get lcd tv with darling. sponsorship by Darling & Papa. Ha. The best men in my life!! Seemed like there are a lot more stuffs to get. I wanna get something for my sweetheart.. but her wanted list is too much of a burden!! If i am a millionaire now, i would get any 2 out of the few wants in her list. Ha. There is still time to hunt for it, after all our date is like.. 12th JULY!! Thks for making it so 'SPECIAL', dudu!! haha.. Should i get a cane or long ruler?? Someone needs spanking in the ass.. hahaha...

What's more.. i wanna buy clothes, bags, shoes, blah blah... Vit M is running low.

Ah.. time to wake darling up!! shopping time!! Golly!!

The Happy Note

Gladly announced to my fellow friends..'On the house'!! Nana will be available for dates at no cost. Lol.

Well, don't assume that its forever. In fact, its for a limited period, before i begin with the following assignment. I have completed the assignment due tmr. Hence, it tells the free time i have to write this entry. Very surprisingly, i managed to stick to the word limit. Its the first time for sure. My course mate, Jan, often teased me for being long-winded and a bragger pro. Laughs.

Its rest time for now. And i can have a 'careless' weekend! Hurray!! Mummy will be on an off day tmr, and i don't have class either. Nana shall be a filial goodie daughter, stay home to accompany her cutesy loveable parents for half a day. Thereafter, will head for a date with my poly mates, love and hate sons. Loll. Its been the longest time that i have not meet up with any of them. Certainly have to catch up with them, otherwise i will be backdated.

Alright, here is a little bit about my life for the past weeks.
Many would know that i was rushing datelines for the assignments. Besides this, darling was on a week mc/leave, hence, nana slpt over darling's place for a week. Another reason was.. we had to keep someone accompanied back home. Its rather insignificant, shall not go into it. That is ALL. Ain't any interesting happening.

To bring in some perks into my life, i have registered to partcipate in an event.. that in no way i would consider. And that is....."Shape Run 2007". My friends would be taken aback to know that i will be taking part. No joke. I have already signed up online, and made payment. This will be the starting point, to keep me motivated to exercise! Training will begin shortly.. like hopefully. I cannot do without rough training that will be conducted by one of my sec sch mate. Im absolutely E-X-C-I-T-E-D! Darling doesn't know about it yet. He will be astonished to receive the news. Lol.

Hanging around before darling ring up. Can't wait to tell him.

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Im still kicking alive. Rushing dateline for an assignment. Submitted an assignment on Mon. One more to go, due fri.

Till then, take care my dear friends. Sorry that i lost touch with all of you. I will be back in the world real soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO.. MY DEAREST SWEETHEART.. Dudu~
May all your wishes come true. Everlasting love to Beerie & Deerie, From Nana!!

Lonely night

My boy is out enjoying and having loads of fun with his sec sch friends. Im alone at his place.

He left home at 9.. since then, i have done the following:

- snacked: Famous Amos Choc Chip cookies
- watched Fun Club on Ch U
- snacked again: Bin bin Rice Biscuits
- dranked chinese tea
- done 1/4 of F&I assignment
- watched SCV, TW variety programme
- then, Guessx3 on Ch U
- SCV again for NOW..

I ain't feeling tired. My knee caps are aching, plays a part in keepin me awake. Grr..!! Maybe I should continue with the assignment questions, time is running out and im left with 8 more days to complete the assignment. Thank goodness. Pretty confused with the formulas, i feel shitty in the lost of direction. Red alert, i will need to seek help from Tracy. My fate lies in her hands. Can't afford to repeat the module, and i hope not that it happens.

Supposedly, my intention was to trim the ends of my hair. However, the end result doesnt seemed like it. I felt cheated. Most importantly, i looked totally strange. The haircut doesnt reflect on me.. i would say that its not what i would want for a new look. Although i didnt want to have a major haircut. Baby said i looked fine, it was prolly words of comfort. When a person's devotion and love for someone is deep from the bottom of the heart, whatsoever bad points will be seen as good ones. Strange, but its undeniable. I saw that in Baby since the day we fell deeply in love. Sweet.

2.04AM.. its already this late. In one or two hours time, Baby should be home. He might slaughter me alive if im still awake the time he comes back. Let me end this entry with this greeting to my DEAREST MUMMY..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Skinny MUMMY!!! LOVE HER, LOVE FOREVER!! I seriously hope that she could gain some weight!!

And... not forgetting...

HAPPY FATHER's DAY to the best Papa in the world, although stubborn. But i LOVE him VERY MUCH!! May he stay healthy for the longest time. =)

Baby and I will be treating mummy and papa to lunch tmr. Its either dim sum @ Crystal Jade or Fortune. Yum yum~
Thereafter, shopping!!!!!!

Time to turn in...Nitey

A mixture of emotions

Half of me is Elated, while the other half..Depressed.

The first half resulted from the care, concern and unconditional love that my loved ones never failed to provide me with, especially my darling. There are times when we quarrelled, got upset with each other.. however, its not to the extend of being depressed as yet. Apart from this, the concern and love received from every of my best and close friends, made me a stronger person. Wonder why would i be depressed when im actually getting the best thing in the world - LOVE.

Its solely got to do with my family. Complicated. I won't want to announce to the entire world the whole picture. Im ANNOYED due to the fact that i put in effort but papa doesn't listened, on the other hand, felt heart-broken as i ain't of any help. It was a couple of days ago that papa was confirmed diabetic. I want him to stay healthy.. I want him to walk down the aisle with me. I want him to see his grandchildrens, enjoy his later life. After all, he doesn't need to rely on any medication as of now. And if he controls, he will prolly save on taking more types of medication. He has been taking 2-3 types of pills for HBP and High cholestrol. Bad enough. Look on the brighter side, maybe it will remain as the current condition. As long as no medication is required, its a good sign.

Skip this topic. Im elated to have met up with one of my poly mate, CK. As well as, Jac.. both in a day. Dinner with the first, while chilled out with the latter. Time flies, i haven seen both of them for more than half a year. CK still weighed the same as ME!!! WT*..Skinny weakling. Laughs. Had a great time chatting and playing the roles of gossipmonger. Lol. Anticipating meet up with the rest, i hope i win the bet. Otherwise, backfire! Bang. Right..and of cause, chilled out with Jac was great. Im glad i shared with her the sad moments that i have been through lately. I needed a listening ear badly. Thanks Jac.

Its midnight. TGIF!! lookin forward to weekend. Darling slps over at my place tonite, while he heads back to camp tmr mornin. Anyway, he's already aslp..like a dead body. Lol. I should turn in too. I barely slp last nite. Had a major joint ache in the middle of the nite, and it was the joint between my hip and thigh. How strange. It happened for the first time. Pray hard that it doesn't happen tonite. And yeah.. tummy ache.. just go away. Leave me alone. I wanna have a good rest, and be in my best state for tmr's class. Last 2nd class, i need full concentration. Been feelin lerthagic these days. Nitey.. sweet dreams please..

It has been quite a while since my last entry.

A bit of ups and downs. Im charged and ready to fight on with life. Thanks SL dear for the encouragement and comfort you have in me.

Well, for the past week, i spent two of those days on shopping with papa. First outing was back @Mustafa Centre - grocery shopping. It was the first time that both papa and I patronised the mart. Very impressive. Its like a King-size marketplace as compared to those neighbourhood Fairprice NTUC. Four levels altogether, and very much like a maze. People can easily get confused with the directions. Anyhow, it was a worthwhile shop, we bought loads of food and other stuff. Good buy.

And a few days back, I accompanied papa to the Polyclinic for a blood test. Thereafter, took a walk at AMK Hub. Despite many vists to the shopping mall, i didn't get a chance to pop by Fairprice Xtra. The air-con had performed at its best, i nearly died of over cold disorder. Nevertheless, the products are mostly priced reasonably. Bought quite a bit of stuff. There will be many chances of visit to the supermart in the near future. I kinda have a bit of thing with these supermarts. However, to such places, there will be a tendency of large output, hence, a car will be the best transport vehicle to go with.

Weekend was all good. Baby and I had our plans carried out separately, while we met up after that and headed home together. Disastrous nite. Laughs. K session with Tracy was good. It has been more than a month that i worked the vocal. I need to work it out more often before it rust. Lol.

Just spoke to baby. And now, I can sleep soundly through the nite. Mornin class tmr. Left with six plus hours of sleep. Time to pep up!! Work hard for FI, Nana!! Stay positive!!! I Love You, Baby! Muackz.

Its Shower time!!

then... head to school for FI class. thereafter, meetin up with bestie. Im exhausted. Can't explain the tiredness, my body and health is a bit on red alert. I knew very well that i have to watch my diet, get sufficient sleep. However, i did none of that.

There won't be class for tmr. I'll stay home to revise. Supposedly, i dated mummy to play mahjong over at grandma's place. Contemplating, cos i don't wanna be waking up very early, and at the end of the day feeling brain drain. Im certain that grandma's fingers have itched for many days, she must be awaiting for mahjong khakis. Laughs. I guessed i'll stick with the plan.

Gotta run..

I MISS MY BABY!!!!!!! LOVE LOVE.

"Big" Vs "Small" .. Small Wins!

home sweet home...

Luv & I reached ard 11-ish. So far its the latest time that we touched down at DB. Received my pressie. Love u Luv.

Had major heart attack for a couple of times to and fro DB. Luv has a poor sense of direction, together with a bit of careless acts. Lol. Nevertheless, safe journey home. Well, im worried abt her now. Pray hard she doesn't lose her way. After all, she was somehow lost while on the way to pick me up. We have shared cab for the many times, yet she doesn't remember the way to my place. Bad enough. Ha. Besides all these, Luv proved to me that it ain't "big" cars which can win those "small" cars on the road. Its ironic. Small cars won the title on the road. The question is.. why buy big cars when small cars can do a better job?! Laughs.

Initially, i was rather sleepy head. It was the unsafe driving that made me stayed alert throughout the ride. And due to that, i ain't tired. That tells the reason that Nana is bloggin at this wee hour. Usually, i would have washed up and hit the sack. Shall try to sleep soon, get more beauty sleep. I haven been sleepin enough, its never enough anyway.

Yubba.. i will be seeing my baby in not more than 12 hrs. Hip hip hurray!!

Exercise exercise.. that will be my only activity for tmr! LOVE.

Call me a "Dead Pan"

Be headin out to DB. Yet, Sleepy head.
Had a pretty tough time getting the door knob replaced. Well, by mistake i locked my room on this very fine day, Wed mornin. By the way, its the 3rd time it happened, and the 2nd time in this year. Lol.

Kinda proud as i managed to get it fixed w/o any help from the men in family. Chuckles. I hope i won't be meddlesome from this day onwards. Otherwise, I will be sucidal even before mummy slaughters me.

What is taking my Luv such a long time to get home?! Still waiting for her call. I would really like to take a short nap, and meet up with "zhou gong". Laughs.

Im missing baby..

We parted last night, however, till we meet.. its tmr aftern! Although its only like half a day to getta see baby, time crawls for me. Fast forward please... MUACKZ.