Jennifer Paige : Broken Things

You can have my heart but it isn't new
It's been used and broken and only comes in blue
It's been down a long road and it got dirty on the way
If I give it to you will you make it clean wash the pain away

CHORUS
You can have my heart
If you don't mind broken things
You can have my heart
If you don't mind these tears
I heard that you make all things new
So I give these pieces all to you
If you want it, you can have my heart

So beyond repair, nothing I could do
I tried to fix it myself but it was only worse when i got through
But then you walked right into my darkness and you speak words so sweet
You hold me like a child til my frozen tears fall at your feet

CHORUS
You can have my heart
If you don't mind broken things
You can have my heart
If you don't mind these tears
I heard that you make all things new
So I give these pieces all to you
If you want it, you can have my heart

All over again.

It's a cycle.

It's like half a month i'll be sleepless. Then the other half i'll be sleeping like there's no tomorrow.

Recap on my activities for the last weekend. Except for the MJ session on Fri which ended about 7ish on the Sat morning. Headed home.. slpt till 2pm.

Headed no where. Dvd marathon. From 3pm to 2am, i was seated on my bed chasing the episodes of the HK drama. Dozed off. Woke up 2ish to switch off the dvd player and tv, and went back to lala.

Woke up about 9ish morning. Continue the dvd marathon, and managed to finish it by 5ish late afternoon. Well done.

Supposedly to meet up with Luv and Yo for K session. Then it was cancelled. I didn't wanna go out and come home late. Mom and Dad were upset over the consecutive late nights for the previous week.


Time: 1.40am

I should be asleep by now. Well, i ain't tired yet.

Had planned to meet up young boy for dinner, but i thot i should just head home and rest early. Instead, i met up with Ame. It was her first day of work. A brand new work environment, fresh faces, unfamiliar superior.. so i thot i should meet her to spur her on. Obviously her first day wasn't impressive. It's the first day.. so let's give everyone the benefit of doubt. Need about a week or two to warm up.

It's Wednesday! 2 more days to weekend. I need another lazy weekend. I am really exhausted.

Time flies...

We're gonna start a new week tomorrow.

I haven't had enough rest over the weekend.

The PJ party at the Glauzzhaus was excellent. The girls were in their PJ except Yo and myself. Lol. They wanted us to put on the robe having to be naked inside. Obviously we didn't abide. Took lotsa pictures. We played indian poker, texas holdem poker and.. the later part was hilarious. We came up with stupid games like hanging on the bar, the person who clocks the shortest timing had to drink. Thereafter was.. pilates... totally nuts.. i felt fainty and knocked out at 1ish.. and they were kind enough to wake me up at 2ish. Packed and headed off to take a cab, and came the giddiness. I made it home though.

And today. Met up with Ame. We did hair extension, and i'm looking like... erm... cotton candy as described by Ame. I'm so uncomfortable. But i ain't gonna waste the money, thus i'm gonna keep it for like a few months before i remove.

Feeling a bit sleepy... maybe i should hit the sack early today. Goodnite.

Full house.

Came home about half an hour ago. I smelled of liquor, and Mom & Dad obviously knew that i drank. Mom was unhappy about it, whereas Dad was like laughing over my pinkish red face. They are strongly against me drinking. I know they meant well, mainly due to my poor health. However.......

I require bit of alcohol to knock me out at the end of day, although i ain't a good drinker. I don't know if it's psychological, it simply keeps me asleep for more than 8 hrs. I can't sleep comfortably for the longest time ever, thus this is the only way out for me to catch more beauty sleep.

First thing first, had dinner with my temp staff. We did a fair bit of walking from city hall to somerset. It's a form of exercise, and i like it. Thereafter, headed to Bishan Park to meet Ame and Steven. I haven't seen Steven for almost a decade. It's really nice to see him. While we were on the car, told him a bit about my thoughts. I felt relieved after letting out the steam.

Anyway, this weekend is gonna be lotsa fun.

Luv booked a glauzzhaus at the Gallery Hotel. The theme for the night will be PJ party. I ain't gonna wear PJ out just like that. For the fun of it, i'm gonna bring either a sexy lingerie or a cutesy PJ to change. lol. Just 6 girls and bottles of hard liquor. I'm looking forward to tomorrow evening. :)

Then, i'll be having another MJ session at Yo's place on Sunday. The last time we played was like yesterday night. I'm addicted somehow. Can't wait...

Sleepy head. Totally battery flat. I'm gonna get settled down and head to lala soon.

Wonder what's the plan for tomorrow noon?? Any surprise for Nana??