I have no idea what is going on between myself and my body. While i was in deep sleep the night before (i was totally exhausted due to insufficient rest), i woke up feeling like my head was to explode anytime. Right, i am certainly tired and required a lot more rest than usual. My body is protesting and prolly blaming me for not taking good care of it. It might even be revenging by giving ways to all sorts of pain and aches.
Besides the severe headache, all kinds of sound appear to be distorted.. i no longer hear sound, it seemed to me that it was all noises. Further to that, i get aggravated with peeps who talked no sense to me. Period. I can't tell these people off, and i swallowed the displeasure. It would most likely cause a side-effect for example flying into rage over a small issue. My lady is capable of a potential volcano eruption without any warning. Well, its critical moment and i need some meditation and peace.
Alright..... be cool.. be calm... *breathe in & out...
Get over the unhappy thoughts. Let me recap on last week's happenings.
- Visited grandma at the hospital, and i constantly prayed for a speedy recover on her.
- Celebrated belated xmas @ buddy's place on Sat. Gift exchange, steamboat, Jackass 2.5, poker card game, Macdonald's delivery supper, take 5 @ void deck. I truly had my fair bit of fun & laughters for sure.
- Did shopping with Darling. Bought CNY clothes and other necessities, but im still short of a bag.
Also visited my aunt at her western stall, Tere bro and i were forced to eat plenty of fried finger food. I sweared that i was bloated after meal and had difficulty walking. Lol. My concentration level declines as all i wanted was to sleep.
Bad sign. I can feel the sensation where the pain travels up from my lower back all the way to my shoulders. Even the back of my neck hurts. I should take a nap. That will depend on my body, whether or not it is ready to power off and rest till tonight.
In fact, i wanted to date tracy for singing session. After all, i should reward myself for making the effort to finish the ICHRM assignment(3000 words) within a day. Yesterday. Hence, it was also the reason that i slept only at 4am and likely to constitute to the aches and pain.
Let me just try to rest for a while and hopefully it does ease the pain and sore all over my body. I wish darling could be right beside me at this point in time. Missing you. Smooch.